Genaya Brown
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INSECURITY
INSECURITY
I DID NOT KEEP IT REAL WITH ME
I FEARED ABANDONMENT SO I DID WHAT I COULD TO MAKE HIM STAY
INSTEAD I PUSHED HIM AWAY
NOW I'M CAUGHT UP UNCOVERED AND LEFT
ALL ALONE
PRAYING TO GOD HE REALLY KNOWS
MY HEART GROANED AND MOANED TO BE LOVED
I DECEIVED ME AND OTHERS DAILY OF WHO I REALLY WAS
ALWAYS WEARING A SMILE
KNOWING I WAS NOT REALLY HAPPY
INSECURITY
AFRAID OF WHAT PEOPLE MAY HAVE THOUGHT
WISHY WASHY IN EVERY PART OF MY BEING
TOO AFRAID TO LET GO OF TOTAL CONTROL
VAIN WERE MY THOUGHTS
STILL IN THE RUFF NOT YET A READY GEM
THOUGH I NEVER GIVE UP ON TRYING
SELF- RIGHTEOUS I WAS
I COULD NOT SEE
BLINDED BY ME, MYSELF AND MY INSECURITIES
IT WAS AS IF JEZABEL WAS MY MASTER
BLINDLY TRYING TO CONTROL A MAN
BY TRYING TO HOLD ON TO A TOXIC RELATIONSHIP
IT JUST WASN'T
I CONTRIBUTED TO A DISASTER RELATIONSHIPGUILT FILLED MY SPIRIT
HALF WAY LOYAL TO ME
TRYING SO HARD TO BE LOYAL TO HIM
CLAIMING TO BE ROYAL BEING CONTROLLED BY HIM
THE KING OF PERVERSION
WHO CAUSED A DIVERSION TO DISTRACT ME
STILL I LOVED HIM FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY INSECURITY
I BEGAN TO FORGET ABOUT ME
TO FEED THE HUNGER OF MY LUST AND INSECURITY
THIRSTY FOR THE MAN
THAT WAS NOT MY FATHER IN HEAVEN
I REPENT
FORGIVE MY EVIL INTENT IT WAS MADE TO TRAP AND TO HOLD
I DID NOT REALIZE; I DID NOT KNOW
INSECURITY IS THE RESULT OF
LOW SELF-ESTEEM
IS THE RESULT OF
REJECTION
IS THE RESULT OF
LACK OF AFFECTION
IS THE RESULT OF
NEGLECT
IS RESULT OF
FEAR
IS THE RESULT OF A SPIRIT THAT RESIDES IN YOUR HEART CALLED PRIDE
THE ROOT OF INSECURITY